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I typed and retyped this and I can't seem to get anything the way I want it to, so I'll lay it out straight. I don't have any delusions; I'm not expecting a miracle. I'm not going to be here much longer. Three years, give or take, emphasis on the take. I don't have the energy to flash out like a brightly burning star. Even now, I'm just fanning cooling embers. I'm tired. That's not the point of this though. I'm just I had the chance to meet [figuratively, of course} all of you guys, and I appreciate all of the experience and opportunities I got. I can't call everyone by name [partly because I only knew a small fraction on them to start with],

DELETE FUCKING EVERYTHING. I tried explaining the current situation and failed horribly, so it's all gone now. I'll write more when it isn't such an ungodly hour (READ: when I'm coherent).  http://thebriskconvergence.tumblr.com/search/GL

AGAH! First of all, I miss everybody. 'you are the one that left, ashley.' Ah, splitting hairs. In the time that I've been gone, I've actually got some work done. I saw some people I thought I'd never see again. Reconnected with a couple friends. Let some stuff go. Made some awesome buds. Tyler, Kira, Amanda, Alexis, Bev, Aisha, Lisa, McKenzie, Matt, Devon, Haddiyah, Jamie, (Danielle, who's probably pissed with me right now.) etcetera... The semester is almost over and I'm going to miss them. A lot. I've been writing things down, developing plots, trashing those plots, keeping journals, tightening my hand-related skills.     I've decided